Voices from death row

Laugh no more by John Joe Amador

Is the death penalty political ? by Dominique Jerome Green

The death of religion by Dominique J. Green

Dominique Green has been murdered on october 26, 2004 by Texas. Andre Lastrapes-Luckett, who is the son of the victim, met for 90 minutes Dominique Green the day before the execution. He said to the medias "Texas is going to put a righteous person to die like an animal, putting him on a table, strapping him up, puttting those needles in his arms, putting him to sleep" "We're not dogs. We're human beings just like everybody else. Hes's a human being, just like me, just like you."
Dominique Green's last words have been "Please keep my memory alive"
Please keep his memory alive.

 

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Laugh no more (by John Joe Amador)

Cognitive science is trying to understand how we come to know our world and use our knowledge to live in it. it is only part of the mind. The part having to do with thinking, reasoning and intellect. It leaves our emotions out ! I used to be the type of person who would look at a christian and laugh. Perceiving the individual as "weak". I would laugh at those who were about peace. Not comprehending what they were searching. I laughed at the word "love". Many times I used and abused it, trying to eradicate any seed of love that was planted in me by others. I took me 29 years to stop laughing, 29 years ! I consider myself one of the lucky ones. Some never get that chance. After 29 years I sat down in introspection. Question after question flooding mind. One was, "Why am I so angry ?"

After months of search and transformation, answers to my questions came to me. It did not happen over night, but it did happen. "Why?" I realized those answers had always been there. Instead of paying attention to the demons in my head, I started to pay attention to the world around me, the pain, the suffering, the love and joy. Behind the vicissitudes I knew there were lessons to learn. So I paid attention to my soul. I'm not a christian, nor do I have a religion. But I strongly believe that everyone is in search of peace and happiness. I didn't go through 29 years of trials and tribulations just to die. I came to die, to live, so that I could reach to those who are seaching themselves, but are confused. Those of you who have loved ones who are looking, wondering, "Why they are here". I ask you, "Why are you here?" Really think about that. Now I ask you, "Who are you? Can you answer that ?"

Everyone has a purpose in his life. I believe we live so that we may unerstand the lessons of life so that when we cross the path of lost soul we are able to nourish that soul with unconditional love, wisdom, encouragement and maybe a little bit of faith. If it changes one single person, then we have served our pupose for living. Our life in that matter would be based on preparing that ONE person that may change the world. Look at how Christ changed millions through his love...

So ... I laugh no more !

                              ~ ASH

                              John Joe Amador


John Joe Amador was in Texas death row since 1995 - he likes art and is an artist himself.

John Joe Amador # 999160 - Polunsky Unit -3872 FM 350 South -Linvingston, Tx 77351

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Is the death penalty political? (Written by Dominique Green)

For as long as I can remember the death penalty has always been presented to the public as an idea. One designed in the interest of protecting society from those who are considered threat to it. Who those threats have transformed throughout the course of history, compulsing fears into public psyche threats so that the Establishment could smash any level of resistance to its proported agenda. Whether that agenda be at the behest of religious leaders determined to annihilate those who liberally preached; corporation that found their actions called into question by workers and union leaders; supremacists propagating a destruction of their race, unless the butchering commenced on those who weren't their own; up to the present where justice is dutifully furnished to the wealthy and maliciously strong-armed from the poor.

Until recently, that was the only way I understood and viewed capital punishment. Examining the end results of its political form I had never actually stopped to think about, how its many ugly faces were allowed to be created from the start. But one day a fellow death row prisoner, Anthony Graves, invited me to participate in a group discussion he was mediating; after having returned from visitation, and being placed in our sections dayroom to have his hour of recreation. He and the friend who'd come to see him had obviously got into a deep discussion about capital punishment and the question that she posed at him he had decided to bring back and share with us : is the death penalty political ?

Needless to say, some of the expressed opinions were ones I had a hard time agreeing with. But the fact that this was a discussion not a debate caused me to primarily just sit back and listen. The more and more I did that. The more and more I saw others falling into that same trap I have. Intent to prove deaths politics, they repeatedly showed haw and why capital punishment has been used to illustrate their point. Watching us talk in circles over and over because of that, something I'd read a long time ago by Aristotle came to mind where he described politics as being the nature of man. Something about that, as those words reverberated through my mind, made me take a step back and re-examine my thoughts. So instead of continuing to look at that death penalty had become, I chose to begin looking at what it evolved from. And, what better place to start than with man himself.

Like most people, the first few years of my young life was spent being raised by a religious community. I attended private catholic schooling and my mother was as devout as they came, so missing any church services for me was a rarity. In those services at that early stage of my life were planted the seeds of what would become my political views. Views slowly nurtured and allowed to take blossom from life and all the experience it would give me.

If you were raised in a strict setting, much like the one I was, then at a very young age you were taught to disassociate yourself from people who did wrong. To make sure you weren't even seduced by that crowd, you would be forced to face Gods wrath for living a life of sin.

If you were a child who liked to watch cartoons, much like I did. That view was re-inforced over and over; from Godzilla, to Ultraman, the Thundercats and Transformers, up to Voltron the Power Rangers, X-men and the Punisher. Good always triumphed over evil. Not just by beating it, but killing and destroying it. And as one grew older and began to comprehend the madness in the world which surrounded them; where people were murdered, women are raped, individuals get robbed, and children disappear; it was obvious that we needed our own superheroes to eliminate the evils we faced. Because no matter how much one tries believing in the judicial system it has always been societies biggest failure. Sure it may get bad people off the streets for a time being, but when they are allowed to return to the streets they will have no changed, they will have only gotten worse. Having that so deeply ingrained in our mind, anytime the system makes someone death eligible, we have been conditioned to lend it our voice of support so that for once good can not only triumph over, but destroy something evil.

Does that mean capital punishment is political? Since politics is something that affects every aspect of our life; from the language we speak, the institutions that are allowed to educate us, the churches we are permitted to call houses of worship, the jobs at which we work, the dreams we have, and who it is we are ultimately allowed to become; I think about the last novel I bought, a story about a boy who violently lost its family only to grow up and avenge their death, and I look in the newspaper and see how the public has made a movie about a man who helplessly watched his loved ones killed only to become a murderer himself to get what he believes to be justice … into a $100 million dollar blockbuster; and I figure that the answer is quite obvious. Yes … it is !

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The death of religion (Written by Dominique Green)

There are a number of reasons that leads one to turn towards religion, but none are more important than the sense of purpose and direction that religion tends to give ones life. Embraced by us in our stages of immaturity; it supplants our ingrained views, and replaces them with a form of values that cultivates our hearts and cleanses our minds until they are both at one with the divine intervention found within our spirit.

Therefore, religion is something that was meant to allow us to grow. Grow into people who not only are capable of shunning the temptations of evil, but could also stand on the front lines and fight against it; to stop its possible spreading; minimize its destructive impact. Give a chance to the lives of countless others who are made to be its innocent victims.

Religion was never meant to be a weapon. A tool to be used against the people. After all, it was concluded that the act, not the man or woman who carried it out, was the evil.

Nevertheless, in this clay and age, people and so-called leaders, take excerpts from the holy scriptures and quote certain surahs to build barriers that create division and justify their attack on people when there is a difference of opinion that could alter the entire course of religion.

Nowhere is this clearer than the present controversial debate surrounding the issue of capital punishment -- which debate allows us to sec firsthand how both sides of the struggle have relied so extensively on religious text to tear down the other while building up their very own movements. Propagandizing the morality of their position by saying such things as "an eye for an eye" or "God possesses the only right to give and take life". Followers are placed in the uncomfortable position of either being branded as a hypocrite for claiming the right to take life and making themselves superior to God and other people, or labeled as an enemy combatant for fighting to save the life of someone whose death, they believe, can only be a just compensate for the victim's life.

If religion as a whole is meant to make us better people, the last thing on earth that we are supposed to be fighting each other about is a theory that gives us the right to take someone's life and appear as God's superior, or the concept of why life should be spared that would anoint us as saviors to the people. Isn't the issue that should be up for debate and questioning not what to do with the people but how to deal with the evil that forces the people to carry it out?

It should not be hard after taking one long look at the lives that make up our nation's death row to simply stumble across the answer. What you will find is a collection of people who either needed help or weren't given a chance. People who were brought up in a "pull yourself up by the bootstrap" society that pretty much told them if they couldn't find their way then they had to create their own. This bred and continues to breed the very conditions that have now allowed evil to take root and subsist. These conditions devour one person, one family and one community at a time; spreading at such an alarming rate, Dot only bas it gained the attention of the religions community, but for a solution, it bas also called it to arms.

Unfortunately the sector of the religions community that has allied itself with the pro-death penalty movement has opted to take the easy way out. Instead of focusing on each criminal act and utilizing their vast resources to provide remedies, they've elected to kill each person who commits criminal acts, in the hopes that having blood shed in a retributory manner will work as a form of deterrence. Sadly what is overlooked from such a hypothesis is that in order for death to be considered as a method of deterrence, each prisoner whose actions they seek to deter, must be like them. They must come from stable families and be part of close knit communities. They must be people who commit crimes because they have nothing else to do. They must be people who laugh together, talk together, work together, and church together. Because then, and only then, could a message about someone being sentenced to death have the desired effects of sending shockwaves throughout their communities.

When you look at our nation's death row, however, this is not the case. What you find is young men and women who come from impoverished communities, who are raised in dysfunctional households, who are forced into lives of crime -- not for fun -- but as a means to survive. So not only does the message of deterrence sought to be conveyed by proponents of the death penalty fall on deaf ears, but that message will never be allowed to even come close to being effective. The only thing it will do is make matters worse. This is evidenced by the fact, for instance, that in recent years people who once walked into convenient stores, attempted to stick them up, and fled in panic if some unforeseen event occurred that caused their gun to go off and they accidently killed someone -- are now the same people who walk into banks, deliberately murder everyone, and try to remove any and all incriminating evidence so that they can get away with it. Realizing that if a mistake happens and they get caught they are going to die anyway, the death penalty has done nothing to deter crime; it has done the exact opposite by causing the number of people killed during the commission of crimes to skyrocket. You don't need a degree to analyze this data or read the stats to see this as fact. All you need do is ask some of the people who comprise our nation's death row. But then again, you probably wouldn't want to do that, because if you did you'd be in for more than just a surprise. Especially, when you discover that many of those who've been condemned aren't monsters, but people who are in fact no different than you. People who once believed, prayed, had faith, and shared your values but found themselves shunned, turned on, castigated, and hated by the very people who helped create an environment that made them who they are. So while most have turned their backs on God for believing that they've been let down, and others have grown to despise religion and see it only as a tool used against them, I would simply like to ask you a question:

"How can a person with a good heart and clear conscience decide that they have a right to take someone else's life, when they do nothing to alleviate the very conditions which places one in the position of being condemned?"

People in the fight to oppose the death penalty have had good intentions, but unfortunately even they aren't offering much as a means for solution. They are just saying "instead of killing everybody, lets put them away for the rest of their life". But this does nothing to salve the problem. Because while they may be fighting to allow each person to live, the conditions that created such an environment will still be a major source of procreation for their communities. So there will still be kids growing up in dysfunctional households; there will still be children with nowhere to go who turn to the violence of the streets; there will still be youths joining gangs to have families and to try to understand the meaning of love; there will still be the opportunity for youngest to find escape from the harshness of reality by either cooking and peddling or, chopping up and smoking dope; pedophilic prostitution, auto-theft; petty crime will still be looked upon as a means for survival; and nothing will change as one generation after the next begins to fill the prison industrial complex to its capacity. That fact if nothing else will stoke victims' rights advocates and families of lest loved ones (if the death penalty is abolished) to begin causing an uproar all over again. If criminal aren't learning from, their past activities, the rights advocates and the families who have lost loved ones will feel that they are being denied justice; and they will begin demanding punishments they believe are capable of teaching people lessons stiff enough that others will not want to repeat their actions. Inevitably this will lead us right back into debates about the death penalty before it is re-implemented and the fight to have it abolished is repeated all over again.

At some point religious leaders must step up and begin intervening, because the loved one of murder victims need to understand that justice is not about exacting revenge - but allowing the person who has hurt them to earn their forgiveness. That is what religion is supposed to be about. Forgiveness. I1's not an execution manual teaching us how to kill. It is, instead, a blueprint for human understanding that can teach us, among other things, how to heal and forgive; how to prevent the pain from spreading, affecting and destroying the lives of others. But that cannot be done if insistence is placed on locking prisoners up for life or having them executed, since for as long as those who have committed the act remains alive, so does the memory of their victim -- in the eyes of society.

If today's religious leaders took the time to console the loved ones of victims and teach them how to heal themselves through the powers to forgive; if the loved ones of murder victims could talk to those who've caused them their pain and be provided with closure from the answers they were given; if the church and victims' loved ones would work together with those who've been incarcerated or condemned, to devise remedies that built -- not destroy -- families and communities -- the need for the death penalty will decrease and slowly fade from existence. Because love (unconditional love) spreads faster than any degree of hate. Through the power of that love forgiveness will be found and we will learn to see ourselves as each others family and community. However, as long as death is the religion that binds us, we will remain divided, and conditioned to hate. And that hate will ultimately destroy us all. One person, one family, and one community at a time.

 

These articles have been given directly by their authors to Anthony Graves in order to be published on the website of his association

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